hello
i need to write some stuff...get it out of my system
but i do not know how
my emotions have been playing up recently...i cant decide how i feel, and im getting sad over nothing.
i keep making other people sad because i cant decide what i am...and that makes me sadder, its not nice to make other people unhappy.
ill be smiley and over excited one minute...then nothing will suddenly turn me all saddy.
theres nothing really wrong with me...and im probably being selfish thinking about myself, and making a big deal out of nothing. im sorry
i want to stop letting people down :(
i want to sleep, need to...but i dont seem to have any